Is it wrong??
When in any kind of relationship, i give it my full 100%.I dont believe in half hearted relationships with no commitment in it... and i expect the same from the other person concerned.
I always make this point clear to the other person in the begining....
I dont trust people very fast with my emotions... but when i do, i do it completely....
I become a sensitive person once I give my cent percent to someone else....
I know this ..
........and hence try to protect myself most of the times by building a protective wall around myself... and putting on an act of being just "bindas" showing the "care a damn" attitude!!! . coz i know, that its extremely difficult for me to handle a broken heart........
I can still handle a direct , forthright rejection,
but i find it difficult for me to come to terms with or accept the fact that someone i am fond of is ignoring me or bitching behind my back... that is what is the most diffficult part of a relationship for me to handle....
still i have come across people who do exactly this thing which hurts me so badly...
i wish they would just tell me point blank that they do not wish to communicate with me since we dont gel rather than beat about the bush and play the game of ignoring or not responding to messages...
i hate this from the bottom of my heart.. nothing else hurts me more than this.
coz when i give my 100 percent into a relationship, i expect 100 percent (or at least certain amount of sensitivites wrt me) in return.....
I am a human afterall.. who happens to be a sensitive, emotional idiot!
Now tell me, is that wrong?????
posted by Accounts_R @ 10:00 PM
5 Comments:
Hi,
You have an interesting BLOG going.
I am extremly sorry to ask you a personal question but are you a teenager still? These kind of thoughts are natural for that age and as you grow older you will realize these things are not very important.
However all your thoughts are noble and it seems you are a honest and straight forward person.
Keep it up.
HI,
TRUST: THE WAY I UNDERSTAND....
It is my problem if i trust or not trust so i should deal with it.
The person we trust or distrust is not really bothered about this...
JUST MY TWO CENTS
Hi,
I can empathize, what you are going through..as i too hav gone through this....I too would certainly expect, the other person to show the least courtesy to own it up and say it courageously...
But then there are some, who are least courageous...and will never ever utter those words...
I would suggest, that you should not wait for such a person anymore and get o with life... there are far more beautiful things in life, than one can imagine...
heartbreaks cannot be avoided...but one should learn from there and move on... leave all old baggages....
Hi,
I can empathize, what you are going through..as i too hav gone through this....I too would certainly expect, the other person to show the least courtesy to own it up and say it courageously...
But then there are some, who are least courageous...and will never ever utter those words...
I would suggest, that you should not wait for such a person anymore and get o with life... there are far more beautiful things in life, than one can imagine...
heartbreaks cannot be avoided...but one should learn from there and move on... leave all old baggages....it will only slow you down...
no relationship can proceed, if you dont have a clear trust and openness with one another..
all of you..thanks for leaving your comments...
well.. "anonymous".. looks like you have not seen my profile, coz that indicates clearly that m no longer a teenager.. but m afraid, my sensitivities still remain in place.. they have failed to change as much with the test of times...
thanks to all of you for your comments and yes ! i am a positive person with a positive outlook to life. I do not get stuck on the negative aspects of people or things for too long....
cheers
accounts_r
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