Tuesday, August 29, 2006

my blog after long....

You know.. Am visiting my blog after a long gap.. a lot has happened in my life in this time span.. many things have changed.. my life has kind of taken a new meaning all together..

i no longer run after things. i no longer keep worrying about things that are not in my control. i no longer keep hoping to find love when love is infact all around us... :) . i no longer keep thinking that "noone loves me, noone is meant for me"

frankly if you ask me, even i am not so sure about these aspects of my life...

somebody has influenced me in such a way that it has left some indeletable marks in my view of life...

this somebody is someone really special. someone who has shown me what love means. sombody who has shown me the true meaning and purpose of our sheer being...

no.. no..its not the way you people may think it to be.. no.. its not an affair that i am having with someone in the usual sense of the word..
it is just something.. so............ spiritual.. yes!!! thats the word for it.. spiritual....
its at an intense spiritual level. something i could have never ever fathomed before i started to talk to this person.

... and hey.. mind you.. i have not even met him!!!!

can you imagine being so deeply influenced by someone whom you have never met? and it makes your life more beautiful?

well.. at this point in time i must say that whatever direction my life may take in future.. who-ever i may end up marrying or not marrying ,
I know that i shall always be protected and looked after by GOD. i am GOD's special child afterall.
i know in this world there is indeed a lot of reason to love and live for...
i know that i am ever thankful to god for having brought him in my life at this juncture when my faith from the word love was going away slowly.....
i know that love does not mean being together physically.. it has a lot deeper meaning into it.. it need not be a relationship.. it can just be a spiritual connect that one way feel and experience....

2 Comments:

At August 30, 2006 12:04 AM, Blogger mad angles said...

Well I can totally relate to the being-influenced--by-someone-you've met, having experianced a fair bit of that myself!
It's easy to get cynical in this world about love, but you're right there, there is a god looking out for us. Sooner or later, we'll all find Mr right!

 
At August 30, 2006 12:05 AM, Blogger mad angles said...

* you haven't met

 

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